Hamilton, May 30th The sidewalk exhales noon—heat‑plumes writhe like slow dragons under iron lids. Bricks sweat a milky glaze; chalk laughter ghosts across the wall, half‑smiled, half‑gone. A pin‑up ballerina—knee cocked—hovers, permanently mid‑flight, never free. Outside, maples empty their pockets. Leaves pirouette down the alley, scratch like stylus on weather’s soft vinyl. Through the mullioned glass, their rust tumbles in slow-motion. Each spin a subtitle for change we can’t read. Inside: bar‑light, refrigerant cool. The counter—Carrara moonstone—veined like late‑October river ice. You stand across from me. That smile arrives first. Between us: two espresso martinis, the quiet fact of your empty Monday mornings. Like this city’s noon—a kiln of gold that bakes the pavement, thick and old— so the world can scorch, a job dissolved to ash, where certainties devolved. They wanted you smaller. Spreadsheet-sized. As if anyone could budget light, parse out joy in quarterly reports. Some things refuse the framework. But you, dear, are no Applicant’s pawn: no hollow suit to be tried on, no doll sewn shut for want or need, no rubber heart for mouths to feed. I saw you first where glasses chimed— a laugh like rain through August’s grime. Your smile: a daisy in the blaze. They said show your hand, prove it’s filled! Yours was open, earthward spilled— not empty. A fallen leaf trusting decay breeds no grief. Let contracts burn. You wear no disguise. Naked as paper? Good. We trace the map your courage etches there. See how the maple sheds its crown? Red-gold surrender. Drifting down to nurse the soil. That’s how you fall: not failure. A sacred call to root again. I’ve been watching trees—how they know to let go when holding on becomes the heavier burden. Just seasons doing what they do. Tomorrow, someone will ask what you’re missing. A title. A desk. The weight of belonging Monday through Friday. But I’ve watched you fill rooms with something unquantifiable. Call it presence. The thing that makes strangers turn, lean in, remember why they came. Leaves drift past the window. Even in this wrong season, they fall with specific grace. Passing through the compartmentalized day. So let May’s fever fret. You’re spring’s own verb, releafing. You are the light you bring. When closing time fractures the candle, we shoulder jackets leaf-brown, step outside. Streetlight combs orange through the debris. Every fluttering scrap feels like a letter to tomorrow— unsigned. We pocket it just the same.
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with love and prosperity - Aaron.